Hey Ryan, my life is constant stress (probably because i don't know how to act when another human being speaks to me)... I go home and immediately get on my Madden football game to go head to head with other players (instead of going to the gym or learning something useful with my time)... just recently I've learned that the first thing I do is go home and play video games because it gives me an opportunity to win... where in my real life I feel like I lose all the time. I like how I have to think of schemes to win a football game and how even though the players i have suck i can use them the right way and win.. I feel like a god when I do that. However..
I start yelling at people over the mic (often times even kids and I'm ashamed of it) but it helps me release my anger and frustration in my real life. A bunch of F*** Y**s and you suck! I'm tired of doing this. It seems like I can't stop either... I tell myself day after day I won't go home and play... aaaaaand I'm yelling at 12 yr olds again. Any advice for someone like me?
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Hey Ryan, my life is constant stress (probably because i don't know how to act when another human being speaks to me)... I go home and immediately get on my Madden football game to go head to head with other players (instead of going to the gym or learning something useful with my time)... just recently I've learned that the first thing I do is go home and play video games because it gives me an opportunity to win... where in my real life I feel like I lose all the time. I like how I have to think of schemes to win a football game and how even though the players i have suck i can use them the right way and win.. I feel like a god when I do that. However..
I start yelling at people over the mic (often times even kids and I'm ashamed of it) but it helps me release my anger and frustration in my real life. A bunch of F*** Y**s and you suck! I'm tired of doing this. It seems like I can't stop either... I tell myself day after day I won't go home and play... aaaaaand I'm yelling at 12 yr olds again. Any advice for someone like me?
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