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I'm 27 now but when I was 16 a (also male) friend of mine became really sexually aggressive. He did some very uncool things I wont go in to detail about, but ever since then I've just been so unwilling to have any sort of sexual/close contact with anyone. No dating, nothing. It terrifies me to be so vulnerable and I view sex as incredibly serious and intimidating.

I want to have a healthier outlook regarding sex, sexuality and that sort of thing. What can I do to achieve those things? I'm in no place to be in a relationship, I've been diagnosed with severe anxiety and I have constant battles with self-worth, eating dissorders, sleeping... the whole 9 yards. I'm trying to improve but it feels like there's this gigantic chunk of human nature missing from my life. I want to be healthy.

I think that it is called the Pink Shirt Guy pocture because of the man that is wearing the pink shirt in the background to the right. You have to look close but he is there.

Seriously though probably just a training scenario.

The market for mobile [...] games is so saturated.

Mobile 'games' are a thing of the past, all that is mostly left is glorified slot machines, not so much for the gambling aspect but for the flashing lights and dinging noises whenever something arbitrary happens that the 'game' calls progress.

I always feel like a fraud and like Ive done something wrong. I know I have skills but I can never feel like Im any good at anything and Im ripping people off if I charge for my work (I draw 3d files to print and use on scale models), doing so leads to immeasureable stress and a decrease in life balance and quality, and my joy just dissappears. Now I just upload free files and havent done commissions since last November. What could be a reason, or what is a common reason, for these feelings?

Easy mode question if that ones too eugh; WHY ME SAD IN BRAIN??

How do I respond when people I know express not liking others of other races? In Australia there's this weird casual racism and it makes my blood boil.