OutsideSucks

I had a few dates with super models lined up. I figured I could move a few things around to waste some time with you nice folks. xD

Well played psychological warrior...well played.

If I'm forced to leave my home, it usually takes at least three to four hours of mental preparation. I cannot spontaneously leave. I have to know well before hand. I try and acquire some anti anxiety meds if I'm able to help things a little bit.

The trips out usually are very difficult for me. I usually try and keep myself as covered up as possible. Big black hoodie with the hood up, covering as much of me as I can. Which, is rather counterproductive because I'll usually draw more attention to myself trying to hide than just being regular.

And, the times out usually are very tough on me. I start shaking so hard. Some have compared it with an unmedicated Parkinson's patient. My heart rate goes through the roof, I twitch and shake so hard, I get extremely nauseous...but yeah, it's always pretty rough.

And thank you for your question. Very kind.

My mother went in for a very routine surgery to help restore some circulation in her legs that came from diabetes. However, things didn't go as planned and extra surgeries were necessary. I went to spend a few hours with her there.

And toward the beginning of the year, I went to human services to re-apply for food stamps and thankfully was granted them again.

Sadly enough, I really don't. My Mother is a manage of a subdivision of rental homes. She was kind enough, about two years ago, to let me stay in a home that she was unable to rent out. She also was kind enough to take care of my Internet bill.

I have a roommate who takes care of the power bill and does all the shopping for when I have food stamps. It's a fairly meager existence, but we get by.