OhTheHueManatee

Can a Starbucks employees start denying service to customers who actively say racists stuff? I really hope so. It's very frustrating when some ignorant idiot ahead of me is tying up the line cause he's bitching about "the Mexicans" to someone they know can't tell them to STFU.

Any advice for someone who lacks motivation? I don't want to waste your time with ranting my plight so I won't get into much but I lack motivation even when it feels I have it. I'll get epifanies that don't last, fail at even starting stuff I genuinely want to do and have no idea why I end up doing the few things I end up doing (which are rarely things I enjoy). I feel like my mind is barrage of radio frequencies blaring different waves of conflicting thoughts on what I want and should do. But I don't think that's what fully stops me it just gets in the way. Any advice or insights on how Motivation and the mind works you could give me would be great.

I’ve always resented sleep. It feels like a drug, that takes hours to consume, that I have no choice but to be addicted too, I feel vulnerable to literally anything that could go wrong and it’s staggeringly baffling to me. I never seem to get enough or get way too much (again just like drugs). How can I figure out the best sleeping pattern for myself? What’s the best way I can adapt my body to it? (My guess is the gimmicky products out won’t do anything to help me.) Also why do I always feel worse after a nap?

I like to call mine in. You can ask for all sorts of stuff but they are limited on what they can or will do. One nearby food court insists all the veggies are premixed so they can't put just onions or just peppers. Another local food court will do that no issue but they won't do extra cheese. Idk why they have these limitations but I don't mind. Costco food court is damn awesome. If I get an awesome pizza for ten bucks I don't mind limitations for orders.

I have a very hard time relaxing. Even when I'm having fun I wouldn't say I'm relaxed. I've tried meditation (of all different types), videos, music and a lot of other things. The only time I ever feel relaxed is listening to music in a hot tub and even then it takes like an hour to achieve then doesn't last long before brain starts bombarding me with shitty thoughts/feelings. What would you recommend I Try that could help?