OceanSkys

Pm me.

I cant breathe. You guys are too much

Wow, if I could do that for only one person, that is really cool! You should never take anything for granted, and if you ever have a random pain or something you are unsure about... GO to a DOCTOR.

As for your question, I like the idea of knowing when its coming to an end, however I kinda thought this sort of situation would happen at 82, not 22. However, I have had friends die in senseless car accidents at 18 and thinking it over, I'd probably rather have my situation.

Because Cancer is a fucking asshole.

I've been told my cancer is very very rare and "aggresive" and it hardly ever responds to chemo, which I have no found out first hand

But the thing is, even with the chemo, I don't lose my hair or otherwise "look sick" in fact, if I didn't tell you, you would never know. And neither did I.

I used to work as a line-cook and one night during dinner service I complained to my coworker about some pain and a bump that had appeared literally 2 days prior.. I ended up leaving the shift because it hurt so bad, I spend that night in complete agony in my apartment before I realized I have to go to the ER so I did. I remember laying in the hospital bed, kidney gone thinking "wow, 10 days ago I felt 100% ok"

I can has real hugz?