NoOneKnowsMyName

You can't even hate on this. My brother sold weed for a while and would come home with wads of cash for us. (Same thing - dad died - he was breadwinner.) If it wasn't for him selling dope, we woulda been screwed for a bit.

Why are you being downvoted? Because you expressed love & faith for god? Come on reddit - don't hate.

God I feel so old (mid 30's) because I don't even know what some of these drugs are....

Hang in there. I can't imagine your loss. Or, how one can move on from such an awful experience. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.

This sounds like how I would react if this happened to me. I don't know what I would if anyone told me I was paralyzed. Depression? Absolutely. Forever? Most likely. I don't think that I'd be able to bounce back from that mentally. I give you soooooo much credit. My heart goes out to you.