Night-Mayor

Is this something that you will eventually want to try dealing with? If now just isn't the right time (being focused on recovery) then that's understandable. I worry when someone sais they are blocking something out though, because it almost always seems to make it worse when those emotions find their way to the surface (as emotions tend to).

Try to maintain the hope that you can find peace with everything. I know there's a limit to the brains abilities, but I also know it's constantly surprising science, how much can actually be recovered. I'll be rooting for you yeah? Try to do an update post in the future. Or hell, pm me with an update in a few months if you could.