Monopolyalou

Many white people think if a Black child is adopted by them that black child isn't like us black people.

THANKS for answering. I want to know how to tell a boyfriend about my past and how would we engage in a sexual realtionship. I think most guys don't want a girl who's been violated like that. The thought of having sex scares me because to me it's similar to being abused. There's no difference between rapeand sex for me. So I don't know how to tell a future boyfriend and actually engage in sex.

I'm scared a therapist will yell at me or treat me differently when they find out. I had one really bad therapist who fell asleep on me in a session. It's really hard to talk about. I really don't want to talk about it or remember it. So therapy is hard. Thanks for answering my questions.

How did you become interested in This? Do you ever get scared?

What's the weirdest thing someone requested? Do you guys do anything? Why get into the sex business? Does it pay well?

As a victim myself I find myself blaming myself. Even when I'm told it's not my fault. I was old enough to say something or try to stop it but I just laid there like an idiot. Sometimes it didn't hurt so I feel guilty about that too. I didn't know what sex was. It sucks I had to lose my virginity to rape. Now as an adult I don't think I can ever have sex with a man. It's actually really hard for me to think or talk about ejaculation or sex. It feels gross to me. How do I deal with This? Do victims ever stop thinking about it? What advice do you give clients for telling someone the first time? Any techniques you'd suggest? I think most guys think I'm damaged goods.