Markanthony1212

Real question , I’m 49 , single dad , don’t date at all and haven’t in 7 years and keep trying to convince myself I can live out my life like this but feel conflicted as I still crave sex yet it’s been so long that I don’t know if I want it enough to start dating ??? I used to be active all the time but was a coccaine addict for 22 years but 12 years clean and I’ve lost all appetite ?? Am I doomed to never do it again ??

Yeh that all makes sense and it’s true the one part of me does want to feel all the good things but I think I’m that much of a realist that I see the beginning , middle and end of relationships flash in front of me and it just puts me off , I love the honeymoon period but knowing it doesn’t last kills it for me but thanks and thanks for the atta boy for getting clean , it really was a long and shit road and I’m a very lucky man , peace ✌️