ManGod

WE HAVE A SUBREDDIT??!?!?!

Its all good. You were just becoming one with the scriptures.

Yes thats true. Alot of them are discouraged from going to college for many reasons.. They encourage that you learn a trade.. mostly because if you can be your own boss, you can free up more time for the field ministry. I honestly think they are afraid of the experience that you get in the college life constantly surrounded by "worldly" people. I had to get out because #1 I only did it because of peer pressure and #2 i was going nowhere in life.. I didnt even take my SATs because I was dead set on not going to college...

It hurts at times.. The further I get from the religion, the more absurd the doctrines seem.. The feeling that my mom really DOES want to talk to me but wont out of fear or because she truly believes its the "right thing to do, kills me.

True story bro.. Before getting baptised I'd had sex with only 2 girls. Then i joined the navy and went to my A school which is practically college. It was filled with a bunch of sexually deprived teens straight out of bootcamp. I dont want to sound cocky but in the 16 months I was there, the number jumped to around 32. I went crazy.