This was beautiful to read, although I almost regretted clicking on this because I have deep rooted anxiety with the thoughts of death but people like you who stay strong even while staring at the end.. idk.. impress me? inspire?.. something along those lines. How long did it take you to accept that this was all real? You mentioned that every morning it feels like a dream, I can't imagine the moment I know I'm dying I will ever accept it. I also wish I could write you something ultra extraordinary but I'm not quite capable of that, Lol. You said you're lonely so I could ask you a generic friend to friend question, I always feel like normal and boring is comforting. How are you today? (Apart from the obvious) My day was okay, it was my.. third to last day of my senior year in high school, school was hot as fuck because we don't have freaking air conditioning. (Is it weird to hear people complain about such stupid crap when you're.. well dying?) One of our senior pranks was to put baby oil on the bathroom floors.. morons... I'm on crutches right now and almost face planted into tile, wasn't pleased. Uhm something positive... Lol almost out of this hell hole? God, this is awful.. I tried. If you respond I will too of course.
-April
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This was beautiful to read, although I almost regretted clicking on this because I have deep rooted anxiety with the thoughts of death but people like you who stay strong even while staring at the end.. idk.. impress me? inspire?.. something along those lines. How long did it take you to accept that this was all real? You mentioned that every morning it feels like a dream, I can't imagine the moment I know I'm dying I will ever accept it. I also wish I could write you something ultra extraordinary but I'm not quite capable of that, Lol. You said you're lonely so I could ask you a generic friend to friend question, I always feel like normal and boring is comforting. How are you today? (Apart from the obvious) My day was okay, it was my.. third to last day of my senior year in high school, school was hot as fuck because we don't have freaking air conditioning. (Is it weird to hear people complain about such stupid crap when you're.. well dying?) One of our senior pranks was to put baby oil on the bathroom floors.. morons... I'm on crutches right now and almost face planted into tile, wasn't pleased. Uhm something positive... Lol almost out of this hell hole? God, this is awful.. I tried. If you respond I will too of course. -April
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