LifeAfterCSIdeath

mrkloak, as a first responder who has talked a suicide down katee is correct ultimately it is the persons choice and survivors need not beat themselves up about it.

interesting question kind of like asking an actor what role did you find most intriguing role. I should have made cliff notes before doing this. after doing a drug raid we seized and reviewed a video tape of a pile of cocaine on a table and a young boy of 5 years old looking at it closely when a hand held his head to the table in the powder puffing out as he struggled to breathe and then the video cut to his staggering. that was shocking even more so when the parents got him back from child services only 6 months later.

on a more positive note, as a rookie I removed the streering wheel from a stolen car to be further processed in the lab. the owner got his car back but couldnt use it. i was kinda too eager to do the best job possible .

yes, there is gallow humor , but the only time I could not stop chuckling and neither could the emt's was when it was a scene out of steve martins movie "parenthood" . we came upon a single car accident on a curve in the road and the mv had plowed into a tree. the driver was almost catatonic and the passenger was hysterical. I arrived and approached as an emt was walking away from the accident laughing to himself. I had taken photos of the accident especially noting a large clump of the passengers blonde hair under the steering wheel column and the driver being tended to with a groin injury. I may be sophmoric but i had to walk away and compose myself.

Brain as an organ isn't so much the problem but the blood is. The brain is like cauliflower kinda. i saw brains blowout in a car from the crash that squished the head between the car door and the car frame when it broadsided a tree. brain spattered all inside the car. i don't remember much blood really. hi impact tends to vaporize or mist the fluid (blood). is that shagadelic enough for you?