LOOPbahriz

It's very rare for me to think positively about my condition, tbh. The thing is though, I"m pretty sure I've been in hundreds of situations that are extremely painful for others, but not so much for me. Like a hard fall. But I don't exactly realize it at the time so I guess I kind of take it for granted.

Yeah such as that weird feeling in your stomach/chest you get after extended periods of crying. I know what it is but barely feel it.

Alright here goes, going to try to give a brief description of each injury - if you guys want more info about a specific one just let me know.

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Fractured knees - i broke my right knee playing soccer when I was lottle, that took some time to heal but it did. My left knee is much, much, more severe. Basically when I was 8 I jumped into a 3 feet jacuzzi...that was empty. Now you see efen though that was a retarded thing to do if I were a normal child the knee would've healed withing a month or two. But nope I kept running on it even with a cast cause it didn't hurt, mow I have something called charcot joint which basically means my knee is fucked for life http://imgur.com/s1AHxSs <--- (im a hairy ass 16 year old i know)

notice how my right knee is significantly bigger than the left? that's a charcot joint.

Nose : Ah the worst part of this all, started scratching at my nost as a 5 year old, progressively got worse over the years till my nose was literally hanging off to the side, then one day I swear I woke up went down to wash my face and it fell off... Idk it was some weird compulsive behaviour that I couldn't stop myself from doing

Teeth : similar story, I think my teeth and the surrounding structures were already inherently weak, as I had a few removed prematurely as a toddler, but As I approached puberty it got worse as I started scratching at my teeth and gums...eventually to the point where they would get infected and had to be removed.

It's worth mentioning that I didn't have them removed all at once.

I'm actually kind of lucky in the temperature/heat department, I know a lot of people with my condition who could probably walk through hell and not feel a thing. Those kids haveto wear special cooling vests because they DO NOT sweat. I'm in the minority and thankfully I do sweat and feel some temperature, but I have burned my tongue/lip a few times when I was younger cause of hot food.

Right I get that a lot, believe me my parents are the absolute best and very supportive, my mom would fucking yell at me every time she caught me scratching my face, sometimes even slapping me

but that didn't hurt xD

also the nose injury was over the span of a couple years of like scratching my nose for a bit before going to bed or whatever

I even went to a psychologist a few times for that it helped a git but not much