Kuliroo

Hi mate, so horribly sorry to read your story. I had the same shit when I was 15 in my right ankle soft tissue. 2 surgeries, year of chemo and month of radiotherapy later I was declared free of it, and for couple of years I had MRIs and CTs to make sure it does not reappear. It's been 15 years since the first diagnosis.

Right now I am considered ok, recent MRI have shown that the original area is clear. My question is, how did you realised that it had reappeared in your body? It's a constant fear of mine.

My whole life I have to deal with depression, anxiety and total numbness to everyday life, like I'm living on borrowed time and nothing is worth of being build and maintained, due to risk of not living long enough to enjoy it.

I really appreciate your positiveness, you are brave and to be honest I think you should just enjoy it. Hug loved ones, trees, while being outside stop for a second and watch birds hang on the branches... There's not much to life if you stress about it, and enjoying it depends solely on your peace of mind.

With the right attitude (which you certainly have) you might live fuller life in forthcoming months, than some people in 50 years of theirs.

Enjoy the rest of your life!

How did you expect it, was it like a feeling or did you have some symptoms? Like fatigue or I don't know, pain?

Thanks, I'm trying my best, but it's not much.