KrabMittens

Since the girls had both had Chinese-born children by the time I found them, and they themselves had no legal status there, there was extremely little chance of their bringing their children home legally.

I don't really understand how that's possible. The husband is clearly a criminal. How would she not get full custody and a green card from any western country?

No, we read you. You'd never say this in earshot of anyone capable of doing you harm.

What would happen if the girl murdered the husband?

Mushrooms were the only ones I couldn't control. The anxiety that can come with it sometimes I just can't get past. That said, I've also had incredibly perfect trips with them.

Lsd is far easier for me to manage, really no problems there at all for me as long as I'm not super tired or cold. If I get cold it ruins everything.

Dmt is really interesting. It's a fucking game rocket ship of weird. My favorite was actually a very very light dose that I could completely control, otherwise I always have a bailout track ready to play and things I do to occupy myself and stop wondering if it's ever going to end or if I'm breathing.

What's really interesting about all of them is you're cross wiring other nerves and inputs. Your breathing affects what you see, smiling or frowning can brighten or dim colors. Tilting your head can make colors streak around.

You can control much more than most people think, it's just really hard to separate your mind between experiencing and being aware of reality. Too much of either fucks things up, but the right mix leads to great things.

I've had plenty of times where i start to spin our for some reason and then think "just find a better room" or "change the song" and it all goes away.