Kayfriso

Thank you for your reply.

I think I'll buy your book, i think your work is wildly interesting first and foremost but also educational. I've read the entire reddit ama and can't be more interested in what you have to say. Besides my (in comparison) very limited experience with drugs first hand but also second hand, I not only want to look for suitable experiences for myself but also try to understand why the second hand experiences i had where so effective in destroying those around me, its something i don't understand to this day and i think your work will be quite insightful in that, which undoubtedly will be a "healing" process on its own. So thank you for probably enabling that experience for me but also so many others.

One question though, do you your process as a sacrifice as which in return get to share knowledge to those who need it, or has the overall experience been a blessing for who you are today as a person, and the ability to share your experiences is a rewarding perk to it.

Cheers

Which of the drugs you have tried would you deem viable contenders as medicinal drugs? (Besides cannabis)

I have tried mdma multiple times, although the trip is nice, the aftermath isn't always as nice, i did use it as responsible as possible and never when i wasn't in a good mindset mentally, looking back i only have good memories from it, but i stopped doing it because of unrelated circumstances my mental health took a turn for the worse, i don't use medication because that partly ties into a fobia i have, and i think i have the mental capacity to get better by putting in the work, although it is probably much harder and it takes longer than if i just had taken meds.

I do however have an interest in psychoactive drugs that give insight into myself (or something trippy like that 🤣) That would bring to light the fobia's i have and the anxiety i live with every day... I'm really curious but simultaneously scared in case i worsen my mental health instead of improving on it... it's kind of ironic

I would love to hear from you

Ps. If there's an answer to a similar question i kindly ask for a link to that 🙏