Jaypricemann

Sorry, man. I am so fucking sorry. I hope you got my gift :).

Do you have any survivor's guilt? Have some gold for bravery.

Thank you for your story, man. Stay strong.

That story is deep man. You're an incredibly honorable person. With regards to the ceremony, I think you don't have to blame yourself for changing the pace of the ceremony. To be completely honest, ceremonies like that aren't designed to make people happy and upbeat -- that's masking emotion. People need to learn to let it all out, and wakes are the venue for that. If I had not cried wherever I was whenever I lost members of my family, I feel like I'd be a really pent-up and sad person, but since I was able to let the emotions flow, it felt great.