JasonLionHeart

although at this very moment I'm still pretty young and don't want to do this kinda thing just yet, i do have a crippling fear of a scenario such as getting a boyfriend, then before things get more serious/sexual, i inevitably have to tell him about the condition and then he leaves.

I also get confused stares when leaving a disabled bathroom because my disability is pretty invisible.

Probably accidentally leaving out my stoma tube thingy for wayyyy too long after getting out the shower and having a painful time getting it in again.

The worst part for me personally is when I start overthinking things about the future like 'oh shit will any guy want to be in a relationship with me because of this?' or just in general feeling very strange in a way because of me always having a small tube inserted in my belly.

well, basically what i do is I use the tube everyday at around....7pm?? to just completely empty my bowels. I'm basically constipated without it.

That's kinda reassuring, thank you!