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re-reading my post made me realize how much self hatred i have :( i’m sorry if someone feels uncomfortable reading that, i just as i said this was my first time to ever talk about this so i was just raw with my feelings.

Yes. I know i need it. not only is it extremely costy here but my parents see someone going to therapy as it’s something to be ashamed from, trust me i’ve tried. :(

i’ve tried to in my senior year. had a long talk with my mom about everything (it’s not only this btw), it was a big thing for me to do, but She did not take me seriously whatsoever and just went like (you should go and pray, this is why you feel like this and blamed it on me. something like that. it’s hopeless.

thankfully not, it’s just around the eyes/skull area.i’ll be DM-ing you. knowing someone else has the same condition as me is so relieving to hear. Thank you so much. 😭🙏🏻

Yea haha. it truly is heartbreaking, and what’s even worse is that it’s not only my family that are like that. but the entire society here don’t believe in mental illnesses and disregard it as “lack of faith”. and yes, i’m tired of feeling like this. will definitely get online counseling or so once i get financially stable. thankyou for your concern 🙏🏻.