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Scottler ty so much for the kind words. I will definitely look at that link. I want everyone to know life can always get worse. Stay positive, keep your head up. Someone loves you. Lots of love -ryan

My vice was beer. I quit 72 days ago when my mom passed from liver failure from alcohol. I miss her so much. I promised her on her hospital bed, I said mom I promise I will quit drinking and make you proud some day. I choke up when I read my last message ever from her. She said, "you will do something great with your life success will find you Ryan."

Only a handful of people thus far have called. I feel like the scarlet letter admitting im homeless but I can't be ashamed of my situation. I plugged my phone into a hotel at night outside. The calls are more casual support but a couple have been deep. Suicide, human loss, etc. I am so grateful for this. The,hope is inspiring.ps. I just started this tonight so its brand new. I just pray enough people find out about it.

Thanks so much for your kind,words... Loneliness drives me. Sadness. But then I look for any shred of reason to be happy and im ok again. Helping people this way makes them stronger as it does me as well. I get, a lot of backlash. Beat up, sign stolen, followed and heckled but they're just unhappy I feel. Something drives them to put me down, I just pray they come out of the dark.

I drank a lot and my mother died in that time. I gave up on life, didn't want to be alive. Been sober 72 days I promised my mom before she died id never touch it again. I know shes with me but still hard to not think about her. Ty so much for your words of encouragement.