Hippy_the_Hippo

Who mixed calling it Brolesque?

Horse crazy girls.

Lol that would work

You have to have low body fat to really see results quickly. The human body is very conservative in using energy to do anything.
Unless you have a genetic disorder, you can do it!

Good on you for getting out of that situation.
Being in to BDSM is not a bad thing, being abusive relationship is. You can find a women that is fine to be your dominant in bed. You can find a stable and equal relationship.
More importantly find peace with yourself in how you changed after being abused. While change is ok, everyone you meet will impact your life, she did it in an inappropriate way.

If this state is impending on yourself and lessening your quality of life, please go to a therapist. They really do help.