HighOnAmmo

Reading that comment you replied to was eye opening in the case of whether or not I'd read your blog. Heh.... I got checked for testicular cancer due to a decent (lol stupid word for the situation) sized lump in one of my testicles. I sat on that worry for a year and the pain always seemed to be there. So glad it turned out to be something trivial and not cancer or sex related. But just to think that I sat on it for a year and even if it were unlikely that it would be a fatal thing it was dumb. If I could trade 20 years of my life to take cancer from everyone I would do it in a heartbeat. Just the 8 hours in the hospital was enough to convince me that it must be hell for someone who actually has a problem. I can't well-wish you enough. I wish I could share that emotional and likely physical pain just to relieve it from humanity. Fuck. (edit: added more details and banter)

Have you thought of skydiving one day? I bet someone like you could convince quite a few people to try something like skydiving that otherwise they normally wouldn't. Use your cancer not just for helping other cancer patients but also for helping others realize and re-discover that life is far too short to be limited by silly inhibitions and the quality of life can be improved so easily by doing what you don't think you can. Good luck and all the love someone on the internet can give.

Few years of experience with no lessons. Damn, I need to start using my keyboard piano. =\ You guys are pretty damned impressive. You should link your youtube channel in your opening post. Edit that baby in there for easy lazy redditor access. Lol

Best of luck to you, OP. Cancer is the one thing in life I dread anyone having to deal with and I hope for a good long happy duration of your life no matter how pessimistic that may sound. Got checked for cancer due to a small lump 4 months ago and it turned out not to be cancer. Since then my whole view and outlook on the whole subject has changed drastically. If I could hug you right now, I would.

hahaha you're jealous that's funny