Gravy-Leg__

Can you tell us the story of the time you bombed hardest? Judging from your youtube clip, you should have a deep well to draw from.

Does this make you think your problem may have a psychological basis?

Are you a fan of any other survival shows on television?

Please don't be overconfident about your safety due to the order of protection; she could do something violent against you at any time. I highly suggest you read Gavin de Becker's The Gift of Fear - it is loaded with great advice for people in your situation. Good luck.

Why didn't you like Miami?