Envenger

I have periods(months) of anxeity and periods without them. I am not sure if it has to do with perfectionism but i am a tech entrepreneur and write software with huge code bases.

I have been thinking that is what has been causing my anxeity, as i work in 3 different projects each with 10-50k lines of code and sometimes i am the only one who remembers it all and if i have switch projects then it causes more problems.

Do you think that might be what is causing my anxeity?

I feel better after taking clonazpam but i feel sometimes it slows my brain down. I still choose it over not being able to sleep the entire night or wanting to hide under the table.

Thank you for the reply, when you mean perfectionism, do you mean this or something?

I have a thing where I have to manage my team so there is no wasted time and everyone is occupied.
I have to manage my code base everything in the codebase has to be as close perfect as possible. I make notes of small things i might forget etc.
Is it something like this or different?