I'm trying to improve my life. I cleaned my room, left toxic places and people behind, and am trying to stand up straight and speak the truth. The process has left my life incredibly empty since it seems nothing is coming forth to replace the toxic things. I have no friends, no relationship and no potential for one and my mind has turned in on itself with self torment of times in my life when I wasn't so dreadfully lonely, despite not being healthy. What is the next step in my development that I can't seem to find? I can't find a therapist who wants to do anything but shove meds at me. I consider myself despondent, not depressed, since my reaction to life seems perfectly reasonable.
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I'm trying to improve my life. I cleaned my room, left toxic places and people behind, and am trying to stand up straight and speak the truth. The process has left my life incredibly empty since it seems nothing is coming forth to replace the toxic things. I have no friends, no relationship and no potential for one and my mind has turned in on itself with self torment of times in my life when I wasn't so dreadfully lonely, despite not being healthy. What is the next step in my development that I can't seem to find? I can't find a therapist who wants to do anything but shove meds at me. I consider myself despondent, not depressed, since my reaction to life seems perfectly reasonable.
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