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Screw Sweden, come to Denmark instead. Sweden is like our drooling, semi retarded brother.

Do you guys expect to be able to live out the rest of your lives on $7,000? Even in dirt cheap SEA that's not even remotely possible.

I've got a question you may be able to help me with. I've struggled with anxiety for more than a decade now. Life debilitating amounts. Panic, social, general, my system used to be in such overdrive state that I was probably heading towards suicide.

That's not my question, obviously. My question is complicated. Let me try and explain, and I may not even be able to properly explain my issue.

I was sitting one evening with my family, playing a board game. Life was alright. Anxiety was starting to be manageable after years and years, and I was enjoying a pleasant evening. This is when I sort of had an epiphany and sort of noticed the choices I made. The words I said. I was almost watching myself to an extend. This immediately throw my anxiety into defcon one, and I thought I was going to have an episode. This didn't happen though, but I was left with this epiphany. The notice of my own voice. The words. It's so difficult to explain. But the words. Did I choose them? I'm almost questioning it. Not as in it's not my words, or that it's an illusion, or that I'm going crazy. But more that I'm paying special attention to what I say. I'm practically unable to speak now without thinking about it. I'll pay attention to everything I say. I can't stop. It's extremely debilitating and I'm very curious about it, and if there's anything I can do about it? My therapist said it's about something beta or alpha something? But I've since stopped going to sessions.

I don't know if this is the sort of question you were looking for, or if you even understand my desperate atrempt at explaining my issue. But if you're reading this, and possibly know what it is, possibly even know what I might do about it, it would be a godsend to me and significantly improve my life.

Anyway, thanks for helping people like me. Anxiety is the greatest battle I've ever faced, and we appreciate your help deeply.

How do you feel about the fact that Hong Kong will be just another part of China when the current agreement is up?

Why the fuck would anyone want to go to Sweden?