ChaosMaestro

I never understand how people can witness bullying taking place with nothing being done about it until the victim retaliates and gets in trouble for it, good on you for hurting that kid.

I was a bit of an outcast oddball who was disliked by most people at school, but one similar kid in particular gave me a lot of shit for a year, threw food and rocks at me, egged my house, slashed the tyres on my bike at least once a week, he once tried to straight up steal my phone and wallet at knifepoint in some woods outside school but I managed to get away. Couldn't touch him because he was friends with another guy who was older than me and 3x my size, 17 year old nasty piece of work who has been in an out of prison since. One day they fell out for good after the small one groped the bigger guys sister (don't know why he didn't kick his ass for that).

A few days later the small kid thinking I hadn't heard what happened decided to knock my lunch on the floor as I was walking outside with it, to picture what happened next imagine a horribly one sided fight in an english schoolyard while Beethoven's Ode to Joy choir chorus is playing in the background.

In all of the shit I got from him the school didn't give a shit and would never go further than asking him if he did anything to me then closing the matter when he denied it. Of course I didn't deny kicking his ass and got suspended for 2 weeks, which I spent taking it easy with my mother's blessing.

Haven't vented that story in a while, but the universe has a balance and sometimes karma will make a bully eat fist.

While I don't agree with the sequel outcome, even moreso following that 'little' buff Goku got not long after. Definitely not one you should come back to, the debate will NEVER die.

You are probably correct there. Cannabis doesn't 'cause' mental issues such as yours or schizophrenia, bi-polar etc. But if you're genetically predisposed to such conditions as you stated then I imagine your heavy drug use in general did accelerate the onset of your condition.

I will say though the herb is as much a good thing as it is bad. I call into question the validity of such conditions but as a kid I was diagnosed with Aspergers, but I definitely won't deny I had a hell of a short fused temper, OCD issues and wicked social anxiety even with my own parents. Therapy and seeing a psychologist helped me understand these issues properly. But when I started smoking a few years ago I suddenly no longer had a real temper and I had no trouble talking to people I know. Only thing that hasn't really changed is an extreme aversion to eye contact.

I don't think any drug in the world could ever magically make you no longer fear going outside but I'm sure responsible use of Cannabis would at least make you more comfortable around other people in your own home, if not make the incredible amounts of free time you have more interesting. If I were you I would probably be a demigod with a few musical instruments or some sort of time consuming hobby like painting or model making by now.

EDIT: Just to clarify I have tried nearly every hallucinogen, narcotic and stimulant under the sun at least once but weed is the only thing I will ever touch now, I don't smoke tobacco (with or without weed) and I don't drink alcohol at all (bad experience more than incompatibility).

Also talk to /trees/ if you think I'm just another pothead in denial.