Candymom

How should we contact you to send a photo? Here? IG?

Do you have a uterus even though the vagina doesn’t lead anywhere?

I can't speak for the OP, but I can tell you that frequent suicidal thoughts are rather shitty to deal with. I have what is known as "passive" suicidal thoughts. I think about it many times a month, daily if I have a lot of stress. I won't ever do it, but I frequently think I should drive into a tree, or wonder what I could take that would put me in a coma for six months, or think about myriad other ways to escape life. Again, I would never follow through, but I've been dealing with this for 30+ years and it got old a long time ago. If I could flip a switch and turn it off, I would. Edit: I doubt that even comes close to suicidal obsessions, though.

Were you one of those kids who drew all the time? My daughter is like that and she's amazing. Me - http://i.imgur.com/9UI9oOK.jpg

I'm sorry. It sucks, doesn't it? PM me anytime if you ever want to talk about it. Sometimes it helps just to have someone understand.