CallMeSkully

That sounds absolutely awful, OP. I really hope things improve for you soon. I've got emetophobia (phobia of vomiting) and still vividly remember when I threw up over a year ago. So my question is, do you ever get used to it, or does it suck just as much every time?

I'm glad to hear that. I'm sure this goes without saying, but just in case, I wanna remind you that none of this shit is your fault. Sometimes the universe just deals you a totally garbage hand. You seem like a good kid, I hope things get better for ya.