I wrote a long ass question I think I deleted so long ass question short.... I've cut down my method use over the course of numerous living nightmares and lack of access from literally all day everyday and sleeping 5 to 8 times a month to monthly or bi monthly use with the occasion runs.
I am far to ashamed to reach out for help on the true nature of my addiction which is actually Meth and porn cross addiction. I don't even have the desire to use Without access to porn. I can't really find a community dealing this this specifically and NA only goes so far. Plus the god-boner every one has there just makes me feel more alienated
Basically where do I start ending this shameful and seemingly inescapable demon I've created?
Straight up if my life is just gonna be this years and years, struggling in shameful meth use that negatively affects all aspects of my life, I'm just gonna check out now.
CaliJungle9 karma
I wrote a long ass question I think I deleted so long ass question short.... I've cut down my method use over the course of numerous living nightmares and lack of access from literally all day everyday and sleeping 5 to 8 times a month to monthly or bi monthly use with the occasion runs.
I am far to ashamed to reach out for help on the true nature of my addiction which is actually Meth and porn cross addiction. I don't even have the desire to use Without access to porn. I can't really find a community dealing this this specifically and NA only goes so far. Plus the god-boner every one has there just makes me feel more alienated
Basically where do I start ending this shameful and seemingly inescapable demon I've created?
Straight up if my life is just gonna be this years and years, struggling in shameful meth use that negatively affects all aspects of my life, I'm just gonna check out now.
Any advice would be SO appreciated
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