Buttercup50

This bothers me too,pro life care for life seems to end at birth.

That doesn't sound right,maybe go to a large teaching hospital and get a second opinion. The teaching hospitals usually also have much more experience with difficult surgeries.

Do you have cardiomyopathy? A heart transplant could save your life and make you almost the way you were except for having to take lots of meds and get frequent checkups at first. I know how the tired gets because I have a severe chronic disease of my own. I am also a Nurse who worked in a CVICU with cardiac patients who got heart transplants. Once they got the transplant,they either flew or didn't but most did incredibly well. And those patients went from bedridden to up and around discharge to home with therapy in an amazingly short amount of time.(maybe a week to 10 days). Please have a serious discussion with your Doctor and family and discuss your options. You shouldn't have to suffer for someone else's sake but let them have some input too. Your doctor might offer some more options if he knows you feel like this. I really feel for you and I wish you the best.