Asirr

I have worked with a man who only after knowing him for 3 years and saving his life and becoming the only person in the building that he trusted, told me he use to work for the CIA during the 80s. He didn't work directly with the CIA but through a cover company that they owned that I can't remember the name of.

Apparently he worked in Berlin during the cold war and his assignment was to go into East Berlin and basically become part of the beer crowd there so if there was ever anyone the CIA needed info from and that person was a beer aficionado then he would already be a part of that scene and could easily buddy up to him. He wouldn't tell me much else since its still classified and he wasn't even suppose to tell me.

The fact that he never once brought this up in till so long into our friendship made me believe him right away, because by that point our friendship was so strong that there was literally no point in him telling me about this to try and impress me.

Eventually you reach a point where normal porn doesn't work for you. Then you start getting into the fetish stuff and after a while you become desensitized to the point where that doesn't work either. That's when you realize that you have become so desensitized that the stuff that works for you is only possible in the confines of your imagination. So instead of watching videos we create our own videos in our head based off what we are reading via text games.