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soap on a rope... prison is a joke... is there any hope..? what it seems like nope..!

The first thing I thought I'd be doing once released was meeting up with my girlfriend and having some pretty great sex... Imagine no sex for 7 years... That was pretty torturous..! What I actually did though... Not the same... Had to go meet with my probation officer... piss in a cup instantly..! I mean, cmon, man...! I just had walked out the gate...! What did they think I was going to do..! Get high instantly..!?

ohhh and here comes the gay shit.

you know that is a great question... and its also something I'm trying to figure out myself... I mean, I'm certainly trying to be a better person... but I know countless others who come out worse than when they went in... prison will really fuck your head up... and I think its all about how you handle the circumstances your given... I'm actually filming something along those lines right now in a new web series being produced as we speak... If you want to check it out check out the link here https://youtu.be/rcaiBKcy6xQ

Suicide to be honest... I mean, it wasnt even 7 years I was looking at... I was probably looking at a lot more time... So for the first day and also the first year I heavily contemplated killing myself... But I found something to pull me thru the toughest of times... And something that provided me hope and with that I vowed that if I did get another chance to live my life, that I would make the absolute most of it...