Artiriux

I'm willing to bet this is too personal.

Shit yea. Had a bunch of these thoughts and experiences throughout my college years. Tripping started them but they continued for years after I sobered up. Eventually went through therapy and medication to help me face these Truman show fears and not be as afraid of what's behind the curtain. I've gained more courage to decide for myself whats real. But that door in always open in my mind.

I'll definetly check your shit out. Seems like we've had some similar experiences. Think the only reason I didn't check myself in is because my dad drove 3 hours just to sit with me. Brought me back to reality just long enough to remember that I had a life before all of that paranoia so it stands to reason I can have one after it as well.

Would you go to mars if you had the chance say, 10-15 years from now? I think about this alot. And i still am not sure.