AJ7861

I wouldn't classify myself as one, but I am definitely borderline. I went from having a fair few friends, going out almost every day/night to do things with people, always interested in doing anything really.

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Then I had a car crash, fucked me physically - so when I lost my job, my ability to do certain things and got sick of telling people "I can't" all the time, went into a crazy depression mixed with an anxiety disorder on top of something else I can't recall the name of right now (just finished work, fried) but basically any sort of change would fuck me up.

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Disconnected from everybody apart from my girlfriend, 4 years of solitude more or less - if I needed to leave the house I was constantly having panic attacks and wouldn't be out for more than an hour if I could help it.

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So I would say it's the impact of something, then just a slow downward spiral. Even though I have a job again now, and I can do a lot of things I wasn't able to do back then I still have crippling social anxiety. Wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.

You might be referring to the podcast where he was talking to bill burr I think it was about hypnotherapy and sensory-deprivation chambers, he said the chambers gave him the opportunity to relax completely and take apart the ideas and troubles he was having piece by piece and building it back better, might be something worth looking into, sorry for your loss bud.

I'm a bit confused, when you say "I now live without" what do you mean? The way that sentence reads to me is you had trouble with fitting dentures and now you live without dentures and still eat anything?

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Or am I really tired?