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I've been using on and off, 2 grams a month or so for about 6 months, so far I have it under control in every aspect bar cravings, I IV generally FYI. I use maybe 50% of the month with no WD yet

However I think about opiates every day and see the path I'm slowly going down.

How long did you have it under 'control' so it was not a trouble financially or health wise?

Thanks for the ama.

If someone dies from a strong batch with fent it will sometime attract more customers because of its strength, it's hard to get your head around.

I have access and look after my GF first and foremost but opiates seriously play on my mind too much for me to be happy without them.

I've always been that way though with one substance or another.

Anyway your book extracts are amazing and your work to save lives is just mind blowing, I'd love to see reform in America, naloxone is free in the UK luckily.

You are right! I am psychologically addicted, hence why I can't stop thinking about them. It's cool though, I know I don't need to ruin my life first.

I'm looking up NA recently :)

You and I know that won't happen, but I appreciate the sentiment.

As long a I don't experience WD I'm happy carrying on, if I can make it a year then I'll be happy with myself, for some reason.