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Absolutely. Spiritual enlightenment can be the most dangerous thing in the world. From the viewpoint you find out you are the one-self and that in the end you will come back to yourself. This can be a very dangerous situation to be in. Because one will start to think "Okay, well the cat is out of the bag, the big secret is up and I know the end game. So I might as well check-out right now with suicide." Umm these are actual thoughts and emotions I have gone through.

But you see on the other hand it is complete liberation from ones self. Knowing that no matter what you do or what happens you will come back to center, always. That fundamentally there isn't anything to be afraid of. So you can go in to this experience of life wholeheartedly and come out at the end and go: "WOWe! Now that was something else!". Just like those of use who enjoy a good movie, show, or roller coaster. It's easy to forget just whom we really are when we are in the moment. But we also forget when we are in full emotional mode and crying during the movie drama that you rented, you wanted this experience/drama.

Absolutely! I was drawn to learn more about DMT after reading trip reports on Erowid that were very similar to my near-death.

That's subjective. :)

My philosophy on life definitely coincides with Buddhism.